roseprickles

Less a few toes

I have failed at my proposal to do something winterish. Unless shoveling the entrance and stairs at home counts. Which it may, since I had to gear up in winter clothes to accomplish the task. We'll just pretend it does.

I went on a sort of date yesterday. I haven't been on an actual date since I was 16, so it was a little surreal. As a result I've decided I don't like dating. Its odd and uncomfortable. Why can't we all just be friends and forget all this other junk. Now I have the awkward task of trying to explain that I'm not really interested in that sort of thing to this other person, without being rude, and that I'd still like to hang out, if there's no weird stuff. But if you think the other person is interested, won't any sort of hanging out still be awkward? Its very frustrating. I was totally fine with going out with this person until it started feeling like a date. Then I didn't like it. But I'm trying to not be a mole and hide from everyone that shows the least interest. What do I do?

Help

posted by rosey @ 4:10 PM