When you aren't looking
Does it seem to anyone else that the best things happen to you wnen you are not at all looking for them? For example, I have a pretty good job right now that I like alright, and suddenly I've just been offered a better one! Granted, I did apply for the new job, but I had no hopes of even getting to the short-list. Crazy. Now one the flip side, if I really needed a job, I wouldn't be able to find one anywhere. Maybe I'm exaggerating, but you get the point yes?
So I suppose the lesson for today is not to look.
Less a few toes
I have failed at my proposal to do something winterish. Unless shoveling the entrance and stairs at home counts. Which it may, since I had to gear up in winter clothes to accomplish the task. We'll just pretend it does.
I went on a sort of date yesterday. I haven't been on an actual date since I was 16, so it was a little surreal. As a result I've decided I don't like dating. Its odd and uncomfortable. Why can't we all just be friends and forget all this other junk. Now I have the awkward task of trying to explain that I'm not really interested in that sort of thing to this other person, without being rude, and that I'd still like to hang out, if there's no weird stuff. But if you think the other person is interested, won't any sort of hanging out still be awkward? Its very frustrating. I was totally fine with going out with this person until it started feeling like a date. Then I didn't like it. But I'm trying to not be a mole and hide from everyone that shows the least interest. What do I do?
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