Did I break it?
Sigh. I have such dumb luck with computers. I get frustrated way too easy. I can't seem to view my last blog no matter what I try. Any suggestions? Not that I'll be able to read them anyway. :(
Conspiracy Theory
Life requires too much trust. The most amazing thing about this is the fact that in most cases, well in Saskatchewan at least, trust works. Have you ever seen the little candy dispensors that ask for a donation for a cause of some sort, but have no prevention mechanism to keep thieving hands from just taking all the candy without leaving a donation. The incredible thing of course is those who do leave a donation. And for that matter, when they ask for 25c how are people prevented from leaving 10c instead and still taking the candy! Because we are all too nice! Every relationship for that matter requires trust, and how do we know we can trust someone? We don't. We take the chance. Everyone and everything is just a chance. I've become increasingly suspicious of everyone and their true motives as of late. I find myself having to tell myself. Relax, not everyone is out to get you! Lets just all be friends. Or in the words of my wise friend:
"lets all be more suspicious on the off chance that people might be deceiving us, even though there is no proof to this effect."
Whatever. Life's no fun to live that way. Guess we all just will have to take a chance on each other, and have faith in ourselves to be able to handle it when people do let us down. It's bound to happen sooner or later. We are all human after all.
Unicorns
Everyone has one. You know, the one thing that you pursue endlessly and it always escapes. Or the one thing you try to conquer, but just cannot no matter how you try. Sometimes I think my unicorn is happiness. But then I wonder if the pursuit of happiness is really the point. We all want to be happy, and that's fine, but is it really the purpose of this crazy life? Depends who you talk to I guess. I think happiness is over-rated. We are all somewhat unhappy and somewhat happy at most points in our life. It just changes which is the higher contributor to our behaviors. I guess its all about perspective again. Sigh, so much work sometimes. Being happy shouldn't be so hard. I protest!
Hail from the world of narkumu
Before you expect thoughts from the mind of roseprickles, STOP! This is not roseprickles, this is narkumu, her crazy sister. I am acessing the world of the net through her account. Hello world....can I get a hello? Hmm....I come to the conclusion the world is quite lonley. And yet, I am never alone. In fact at this moment, I am starring at a cat. Animals are so brilliant, in a way I can't explain. I think it's something to do with how they don't worry the way we do. I mean to say, have you ever seen a cat smoking? What is the connection? Well, in my experience, I have used addictions to numb the screaming voices in my brain. So, back to the cat. Has anyone ever seen a cat smoke? And I don't mean when you were smashed, or puffing the magic dragon.
Or how about a monkey on pot? Well, mabye in those wierd research facilities....but let's
not travel down conspiracy theory road tonight. So, I conclude that animals don't concern themselves with the silly things we people do. And the only thing they're addicted to is making our lives easier. Heaven knows why! Anyways, I didn't mean to spend most of this post ranting about animals and addictions. But sometimes the road we take leads us down a different path then we expected. Regardless, I must leave, not because it is my desire to do so, but because I am cold and tired and still need to go home.....h-o-m-e...WHERE IS MY HOME? ahem...yes, sleep would be good. Farewell world of the net, I pray we meet when I am on my medication again
from the mind of narkumu
Reality
Reality shows are fascinating. Watching people ride camels, sky dive, and eat strange moving creatures really gives a window into the human psyche. Unfortunately editing makes me suspicious of how much of human nature we actually witness, and how much has been guided. Still they do assist in studying behaviors, even simply the behaviors resulting from being on television. Fascinating. What is reality anyway? Just a perception? Or is it perspective?
Living when Life sucks
At times we must move because we have to, speak because it creates sound, eat because it is lunch time, and smile because it satisfies. When all else fails, continue to breath. This is proof that life still exists. Indeed, no one said it would be easy. They also failed to mention that it may sometimes be unfairingly tiresome.
